clearing cobwebs
POSTED AT 10:13 PM

cruboy

i'm back... hmmm... everything looks dusty here... i wnder if there such a thing as virtual cobwebs and dustballs... this site of mine have not been kept for a while...

i would have to be blamed for this... i have become an absentee landlord with no steward entrusted for the upkeep of the estate... so much for the unannounced come back... there is nobody at the door.

i would have to be blamed for this... i have been unmotivated and procastinating lately... despite the fury that has been happening at work... despite the urgencies of my own personal professional dealings... despite the commitments i have done... despite the duties that have been relegated or passed on to me... despite the many things that have happened... despite of it all.

i would have to be blamed for this... at first i thought it was the weather... but why blame the weather.  the weather have nothing to do with me being unmotivated and procastinating...

sometimes i do not know what to do with me...

Reading: harry potter the deathly hallows
Listening to: heroes come back -
Watching: naruto shippuuden
Feeling: unmotivated & procasting