cruboy

i guess the prospect of a dissatisfied client is definitely alarming... wait... a big client is most definitely alarming... i can hear the air raid sirens going in my head.

so how do you stop a disaster that is about to happen... can i possibly sandbag myself to safety against an approaching tsunami, or sleep sound fully in a penthouse of a high rise building in an impending earthquake, or forcibly hold myself down with straws in an on going tornado... i do not think i can... i can only hope to survive to tell the tale of it at all. 

"perhaps catastrophe is the natural human environment, and even though we spend a good deal of energy trying to get away from it, we are programmed for survival amid catastrophe." - ggreer

i guess like with all disaster, something that may or may not happen which often does happen, one can only be prepared for the worst of it and eventually live out the consequences after.  i suppose humans are quite remarkable to be able to survive through disaster after disaster... i mean, we are still here (that or the worse is yet to come).  somehow, the human race has a way to adapt, cope and work around disasters.

i wonder if this resilience can be applied to my situation... maybe not... i suppose this disaster is the mother of it all... extinction level event. i guess it is a sign of an end of an age... i guess in the field of work, i have become to be somewhat like a dinosaur on the end of an evolution.  a species so ancient, out of date that nature has condemned to be fossilized and turned into petroleum for a new set of species.  have i become an old dog that can not learn new tricks, have i dulled my sharp thoughts... are my quills 
lost its ink... has my fountain of ideas run dry...

i think i am losing the power to conjure something new, radical, current... i have somehow antiquated myself, i have gathered dust and cobwebs, left corroding and fading.  disaster indeed.  i have only a few days to evolve into a new specie what nature have done in measure of epochs and eras to survive this impending disaster...      
    
"anytime you suffer a setback or disappointment, put your head down and plow ahead."-lesbrown